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Tue, Jan. 22nd, 2008, 06:41 pm
what would you do?

While  I was adding some new ppl on my deviant art account I ran into my ex on there. -___- I mean reading his comments, and ones his friends put there....it hurt.... I just want to forget everything. Even though he broke up with me like ...3 years ago? ...2 and a half? anyways he said I wasn't old enough for him I'm 4 years younger. And we couldn't even be friends.

I never want to see him around that site.......it just hurts  too much.
..what would you do? to try and forget the pain? please let me  know...I have this heavy feeling in my heart..

Wed, Jan. 23rd, 2008 02:27 pm (UTC)
strikethat

I wouldn't try to forget it, because it maybe, isn't a matter of if you want or not, rather than heart aching? Tried maybe, to let it out of you, paint it out, talk someone, realize it is real and let it just go as the feelings go... ne?

Fri, Jan. 25th, 2008 12:38 am (UTC)
governortadashi: yeah

yeah, you're right. but..I really want to forget it. Because it brings too much pain.
Its pain and heart aching. I can't see him, and I can't talk to him because it makes me mad. Everything that happened comes rushing back. and believe me..he wasn't the greatest bf...