I hate it how when youre parents go "oh you can always come and talk to me when you want to." then when to try to talk to them about things they tell you "oh you're too old for that." and "don't tell me that! please don't tell me that!"
and all that crap. If there's one thing I learned in life is the only one you can trust is yourself. It's a shame but it's true.
and I know what the real world's like and its cold and harsh. gotta love it.....(complete sarcasm)
Can't put a whole lot of personal things up on LJ because people can use it against me. and I tried writing in a physical journal and that sucked. just don't have time for that. so in the end I guess you just bottle it up all inside. Best place for it.
I missed my friend's b-day and I asked someone else and he goes "well you should of asked." and I said "I just did"
that guy I swear is so good at putting me down. and I hate it how people go "oh I know what you're going through" no they don't. if they did then they would be saying that. nobody knows what goes on behind closed doors. If I don't get something done it's not always my fault. People are real good at shattering my dreams all to hell. I have dreams no longer. I know they are just false, nothing more. They don't make even the slightest difference in the cold world. That's another less thing I have now. now I have a total of 0 left.